urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl From a first person point of view jeff_the_girl 2005-04-07T19:33:30Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:3908 2005-04-07T19:31:34Z 2005-04-07T19:33:30Z i hate shots.<br /><br />for those of you who don't know...wait. scratch that. as the two of you that read this may not know, i get 1 shot in each arm each week for my allergies. well i'm getting up to a high enough dosage that after each shot i get these big knots on my arms. and it sucks. <br /><br />i love the movie "drop dead gorgeous". it is pure genius. my roommates and i have completely different senses of humor. like last night i came home, and one roommate was watching my copy of zoolander. awesome. so i came in my room and was working on some stuff, and there were parts that i would've died laughing at, and they didn't even get a rise out of her. i think i just have a non girly sense of humor. give me a stupid ben stiller movie over a dumb kate hudson dating movie anyday. whatev.<br /><br />i also like jimmy fallon and his new one opens tomorrow. yays!!<br /><br />kbye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:3680 2005-04-05T00:22:02Z 2005-04-05T00:22:02Z Blink 182- Always well hello. i've been asked to come back to livejournal and because i am a pushover and a people pleaser i'm doing it. and why shouldn't i? livejournal is where it's at. i just have no friends and no cool background *sob* haha just kidding. i don't need friends. i have my dog.<br /><br />so i'm about to just quit school. sure we've only got 4 weeks left, but i'm not sure if i can make it. i mean seriously guys. it's bad. i want to pull my hair out every time my botany teacher says "this will probably take the whole 2 hours." arggghhhhh<br /><br />i ran/walked a 5k this weekend. every muscle on my body is sore. and that's sad.<br /><br />i can't wait for summer. i'm moving into another house that's really cute. and it's right by my church. it's real great.<br /><br />well umm..i'm not real sure what else to write..but i'm going to try to make this a habit. so MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND!!!<br /><br />md urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:3371 2004-11-16T03:25:29Z 2004-11-16T03:25:29Z whoa baby. it's been while, eh livejournal? Jeff the girl has been a busy bee.<br /><br />I went to dayspring. it rocked. i had the greatest group of kids in my BASIC group. I loved it.<br /><br />I moved out. It's awesome. like right now, at 9:21 pm, i'm eating ramen. because it's CHEAP!<br /><br />I started school again. this semester has been so easy, i love it. but next semester will be hard.<br /><br />i still work at Fun n Fit. except now I work at DD kirkland (holla at me you pirate alumnis!!)<br /><br />I left my church. some crazy crap went down about 2 months ago, but everything has definitely worked out for the better, as i have found a place that i love.<br /><br />I got a dog. my own dog. just like 2 weeks ago. she's a siberian husky, and i found her. Her names Gracie.<br /><br />Yes well..that's about it in a nutshell. Any other major life movements were apparently not major enough to remember. well I'm out. nice talking to you again, LJ.<br /><br />peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:3112 2004-07-24T00:41:24Z 2004-07-24T00:41:24Z Clem Snide-Moment in the sun there is never a dull moment when one works at a daycare.<br /><br />namely Fun & Fit.<br /><br />So one of our groups on the other side of the building lost their 2 hamsters. The red group teacher was telling me this the other night at a big dinner. Well, surprise!! One was hiding in my room!!!<br /><br />The kids were moving around some of our little kitchen things, and apparently it was hiding behind there, because all I heard next was "A MOUSE!" I looked, scooted back because I realized that it was coming my way, then realized it was one of the hamsters. I yelled at Charmaine, who was in the next room, and we did a hamster rescue, right in the corner of my room. He had crawled into a tube of paper, so that was interesting getting him out. There's still one on the loose, and they usually stick together. It's name is Pepsi. So, I guess if my room starts to stink real bad, we'll know what happened to poor Pepsi.<br /><br />whoo.<br /><br />I leave for dayspring on Sunday (yays!). <br /><br />I need new CDs. most of mine are crap with a capital C.<br /><br />You're killin' me smalls.<br /><br />I tap out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:2903 2004-07-19T23:33:39Z 2004-07-19T23:33:39Z holy schnikes!!!<br /><br />I'm moving in like 2 weeks!! <br /><br />santo fumar!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />"everywhere we go, the people wanna know<br />if i ride a horse and shoot bow and arrows<br />at the buffalo..." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:2596 2004-07-18T18:56:33Z 2004-07-18T18:56:33Z this is a serious post.<br /><br />i'm not even going to capitalize because it's so serious.<br /><br />i'm so soul sick. everytime i go to mexico for a mission trip, i change. i take back a piece of the family with me, and i still remember them today. but this year? i dunno. something was different. <br /><br />i don't want you to think bad of me.<br /><br />i consider myself a religious person. but after that 'summer high' that everybody gets from church camps, vbs, etc., i usually drift. and by drift, i mean i just go about my way, eventually forgetting to depend on God. i feel like i've been putting up a face, a face that wasn't really telling the truth.<br /><br />yes, i'm still a christian.<br /><br />just not a good one. God grabbed my heart on this trip and still hasn't let go. and i'm not 100% comfortable with it. i am so sick of this lifestyle of wishy-washyness. don't get me wrong. i don't go out and drink and party and do ecstasy until i'm in the er. but i also don't pray a whole lot, or read my bible regularly. <br /><br />you're probably thinking i'm a snob.<br /><br />maybe you're right.<br /><br />i need some help. hopefully i'll realize just how God is trying to use me. i hope so. this feeling of desperation is no bueno.<br /><br />will you still love me? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:2312 2004-07-17T22:02:11Z 2004-07-17T22:02:11Z so I'm back. And even though I'm glad to be back in my own bed, my own bathroom, my own car....I miss it. I don't think I've ever missed being in Mexico/Weslaco this much after a mission trip before. I miss the people I was with. I miss the family of my house. I miss all of that. *sigh* It was the greatest week ever. I worked harder than I imagined I could. We got our house up in 3 days. it usually takes 4.<br /><br />I was pushed to my limit phsically, mentally, and emotionally. but I survived. <br /><br />like I said, it was the greatest week ever.<br /><br />Dayspring in 1 week! woot!!<br /><br />a few words of wisdom before I leave:<br /><br />"don't just sit there. do something."<br /><br />hasta luego. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:2131 2004-07-11T19:53:06Z 2004-07-11T19:53:06Z hola hola hola from Weslaco TX! My good buddy Morgan (maeis4me) and I are sitting in the Weslaco public library updating our LJ's. awesome huh? Tomorrow we make the first trip over to old Mexico to begin our work. I'm super excited, thanks for asking!<br /><br />The drive up here was about...oh...15 hours long. Yeah, it was treacherous. But that's okay, I got over it. I'll be busy until Saturday, the day after I get back. Hit me up style and leave me some comments. Peace out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:2014 2004-07-06T02:48:49Z 2004-07-06T02:48:49Z I just saw "Saved!" and I must say...it was hilarious. I laughed a whole lot. It was a good portrayal of everything, and it makes you realize that there are real people out there who are just like that. It was great. Yay for a day off of work! Only four days this week, and next week I'm gone!! <br /><br />In other news, I hope everyone had an enjoyable cuatro de julio. Mine was nice, thanks for asking.<br /><br />Well I'm tapping out. Just a quick update for the inquiring minds. Hasta luego. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:1555 2004-07-02T02:03:02Z 2004-07-02T02:03:02Z Modest Mouse happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeeee, happy birthday to me. that's right, I turned 19 on Tuesday. I had to work, which was a bummer, but because I have the coolest friends at work it wasn't so bad. We went out to eat that night, too. This week has been the longest one of my entire life. no doubt. And since Oklahoma is apparently in monsoon season, we have had 2 field trips in 2 days canceled, and tomorrows may be canceled because the bus is broken!! cheese 'n rice!!!! there's never a dull moment...<br /><br />in other news, I leave a week from Saturday for Mexico. ole!!! I'm super mega pumped, but can't believe it's so close! summer is going so fast!!!<br /><br />well, I'm gonna make like a baby and head out...until next time, help control the pet population, have your pets spayed or neutered.<br /><br />and scene. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:1406 2004-06-22T02:17:56Z 2004-06-22T02:17:56Z Have you ever felt underappreciated? Yeah, it sucks. majorly. Especially when you thought you were doing awesome, and that everyone actually did appreciate you. Then come to find out you are doing a "great job" but just not great enough. I've never been physically slapped in the face, but have been emotionally slapped twice in the last week. It hurts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:1227 2004-06-12T01:34:13Z 2004-06-12T01:34:13Z Yay for the end of the week! Work got a lot better, I realized that I can make it fun. Plus the bully got moved. My partner is great, he makes it fun. Anywho, I remember hoping that the summer wouldn't go fast, because I'm scared to move out...now I'm hoping it won't go fast so I can spend time with my new friends. All well, I'm never happy. I wanna give a shout out to my buddy katemcgregor...you're the best. Thanks for everything. Well I'm out. cheers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:989 2004-06-08T02:21:34Z 2004-06-08T02:21:34Z Bollocks, bollocks, bollocks. Today was the worst first day of everything ever. Now that I've had a while to mull it (haha mullet) over, I feel kind of foolish because I couldn't deal with those kids. But at the time, I was so close to tears. I have a class bully (she's getting moved) and so she kept picking on people. Well then this one kid got hurt. THEN she steps on this one boy's glasses. Oh yes, they're broken. I've pep-talked myself enough though now that I'm ready for tomorrow, I'm ready to lay down the law and not take anymore crap from nobody. As Jake and I say, "New rope, new day." And I love my coworkers. I got so used to just hanging out with them that I was sad when I couldn't go talk to any of them. I mean I can out at recess, but the job was just so much more cooler when we just got to hang out. Today I really thought I was gonna lose my f-ing job though. And even that word in it's full entirety ran through my head. Oh yeah, this was big time. Plus, mother nature and I are in a fight right now, and she's not making it any easier on me. Well, tomorrow's another day...(quote from MxPx) New rope, new day... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:649 2004-06-06T01:37:19Z 2004-06-06T01:37:19Z Well, well, well. What have we here. It's Jeff making a comeback. This whole entire week has been hectic. Even though I just started this thing yesterday. <br /><br />I saw Harry Potter and the PoA. It was good, but different. But I just love that Harry Potter so darn much...<br /><br />Monday I start my job, for reals this time. I'm having fun so far, but the real work has yet to begin. <br /><br />The other morning after watching Harry Potter, I woke up and what movie was on TV? Why, Billy Madison of course! And Miss Lippy too! It was great.<br /><br />Well, I'm outta here. Peace out and later days... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jeff_the_girl:410 2004-06-04T08:42:15Z 2004-06-04T08:42:15Z Here I am, at 3:40 AM, listening to "Now That's What I Call Middle School-Volume 1" writing in my new LiveJournal at the beckoning of my friend Abby. I went and saw Harry Potter 3, and the whole time, well actually just the last half, all I could think of was Miss Lippy from Billy Madison spreading glue all over her face. I laughed quite a bit. It was hill-arry-us. That's right.<br /><br />I'm tired. Buenos noches.